Been thinking of my exes lately...which is unusual, because of the three, I only have contact with my first. (And her rarely!)
With Ali's help, I think I'm close to having someone again...which makes me feel good, warm and loved, but also makes me think of them. The closer I am to happiness, the more I think about other times I've known it...and then lost it.
"Happiness is fleeting", as Drew once said.
Three...each different. Each special to me, in their own way.
Each one gone under different circumstances.
If I wasn't more in control of my mind, I'd prolly give up before I got hurt anymore...as it is, I think I'll take the uncertain, painful road.
I will embrace fear, I will rejoice that I am alive.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
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3 comments:
I always knew that you were a poet at heart. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.
Thanks Dan. Wasn't even sure if I should have posted that, but it's what was going on in my life at the time.
gifts fill this Leatzow man....search for those at universities that can get you on track because you deserve to be given a shot, but again, it is you that will make it happen if you believe and I know you do so go for it love you, tam
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